work been feeling super unmotivated at work; just dont feel like working at all! had appraisal with my boss yest and i felt so lousy during the discussion becos i rated very low for my performance. when my boss asked me abt it, i didn't quite know how to explain it except to tell him i dunno what i did well at work cos no one really gave me positive feedback. i guess i really wanted to say i was discouraged at work, but i held back because i dunno what repercussions that may bring. i also did not tell him about the not so nice feedback i received about my work from another colleague. i think the colleague's feedback was really the key to why i felt so lousy about my work. yet i couldnt bring myself to say it. i guess that must have been the worst kind of thing u could ever do in an appraisal; to undermine yourself. yet i just couldnt say anything good or positive about my work. thats pretty depressing ah? and.. "people could see that" ...
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i'm bored staying in the visitors' centre. i long for the outdoor adventure. maybe the visitors' centre is my work. i dont see any open door. and i'm bored, unmotivated and discouraged. will i snap out of this? God pls help me in this time. i feel so stuck. the adventure beckons me!!!
us i enjoy the times spent with you. it was memorable witnessing the 'historic moment' and experiencing it with you. i never knew the heavy discouragement and burden u've carried for so long bothered you so much. i never knew i could be so vulnerable before you. if you ask me to describe this relationship, i would say it had been and it still is a journey of faith. we do not know the hows, but we have a God who loves us. Let's continue to walk this journey with our eyes fixed on Him. :)
Serene, 25, Christian
a sinner saved by God's grace.
a beloved child of God.
a social worker (youth).
a daughter.
a sister to 2 younger siblings.
Your Love
"This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins." -1 John 4:10
Loves n Adores
*God; the Father, Son Jesus and Holy Spirit
*Family; Tan
*Church; Grace Assembly of God
*My close friends
*My cell group; AHH (After His Heart)
*Youths
*Missions
*Children
*Good food, Chocolates and Ice-cream!
