I was a cake of mudDirty, ugly, rejectedthe world detest methe people mock meothers ridicule meI feel so sad, so broken insideI just long for someone to love meJust the way i amI was ugly but i was kindWhy can't people understandI feel so sad, so broken insideI was a cake of mudand i cried and cried all night I feel so sad, so broken insideCan anybody hear my cry?I saw a hand from afarLifted and picked me upWith mighty hands and a gentle voiceCalled me to his sideMy tears were wiped awayMy pain was easedMy body was cleansed and nourisedTill the dirt fade awayThen i saw something beautifulLiving within meIt was loveand a new meI was told i was beautifulIf i had looked withinI was preciousand meant all the world to himHe overlooked the exteriorand looked inside of meand he found the beauty withinthe world is mean to meYet he believed in meI was a cake of mudWhich was never meant to beYet i was beautiful to the Creator and Saviour,Of the world.
comp is finally fixed.. after so long.
now i don't have to run the risk of being found out using the office comp for personal use. phew.
played with the nursery kids last thurs and it was such a fun yet heartwarming experience. To hear the kids all shouting 'teacher' all at one go was pretty overwhelming but at the same time so rewarding! there was this kid who kept following me around and sitting on my lap! and there was this kid who told me about his OWN 'fish tank' story when all i see is an assembly of linkages made of plastic! haha.. so hilarious. and this kid who told me that he was 3 yrs old while showing me 4 fingers!!!
haha..
kids.
will always be kids.Every little thing is
BIG thing to them.
How simple
How sweet....
don't generalise capabilities, limit help
should generalise help, limit capabilities
23/5/05
Uneventful day. Went cycling at P.Ubin and Xun Yu fell off her bike. Her head bled and she couldn't move. I freaked out. I didn't know or rather all 4 of us didn't know what to do! Thank God there was a nurse who helped to direct the traffic and stop the bleeding. And the rest of the passer-by who helped to call the police and contacted the local authorities. Man, and i called the ambulance... to think i dunno what no. to call initially!! 995 dear! ya.. it was a dramatic and tramatic moment. Thank God too that the ploice and ambulance were swift and coordinated. After about half an hour, we were on our way to Changi General Hospital.
Now she is fine.
For us, we're still recovering from some sort of shock or bike or terrain fear.
Thank God..
the past week of attachment has been quite confusing. it's like running in all directions without knowing where you are running to. a lot of adjusting, adapting and reinforcing. Placement is just the start of
real work in a social work profession. Be ready to disregard your identity as a student and put on the coat of the profession, for you are now part of what people call social workers.
don't sound qing song right? yes it isn't lah.. and being treated like a fully responsible and acountable adult is no joke k. the responsibility that comes with it is like a huge boulder that has to be balanced on both sides, you drop the boulder you die.
serious lah. but maybe wont die but you will feel like dying!
Welcome to Social Work!!!!
