moving house is sure stressful. :( there are many things to see to, the details, and the big picture. was just talking to my sis abt the new house reno and she told me so many things that i cannot remember...! it was meant to be minor reno, but now it sounds like a MAJOR one! the toilets, windows, pipes, kitchen tiles, kitchen wall, stove cabinet, painting, wiring....!!!
and.. the worst..... WE HAVE NOT FINISHED PACKING!!! :(
and i realised i have ALOT to pack, and i have to pack my room, pack for this sat's overnight camp, and for the trip next sat! SO FAST! I'm flying next sat! wa......time really flies! and i guess admist all the packing, rush and work, i'm not ready for the trip. :( which is really quite a hindrance. and i very much now want to do something..... guess what!
i wanna REST!
ya... right smack in the midst of all the final preparation and work.
but if i could have my way, i just want to get away from it all. it has been very stressful all these months of preparation. i dont like stress. when i get stressed my body becomes haywire. sleeping patterns, diet and all. :( so its really bad. its really a heavy responsibility i wish i dont have to take up. but i guess we all grow through such great responsibilities and challenges. greater responsibilities require for greater maturity.... the greater the challenge the more it forces me to depend on God. been praying for the trip more often as it draws nearer. its strange! the nearer the trip, the more inadequate i feel. is this normal? i think i am so abnormal nowadays! another thing, just when i thought i've lost weight cos not much appetite lately, i've actually gained weight! gained 0.9 kg! found out when i took my height and weight at the hospital just now. OUCH. took 3 jabs. Hep A was the most painful! now i have 3 plasters across both ACHING arms. gosh. :(
i'm super envious of those who are having holidays right now!
been tied up with the trip prep and moving house that i find myself not able to keep up wth smses, meet ups and phonecalls. i'm too stretched liao.. cannot do so many things well at the same time! so ya...pls be slow to take offense if i never reply ur sms, pick up ur call, reply ur email or spare the time to talk to you. thank you!
the more things i have to do, the more i need to prioritise and do the most important things. its really the important vs others now. focus is key too.
there are things i look forward to though! maybe next post i'd let u know! goodnight! :)
Serene, 25, Christian
a sinner saved by God's grace.
a beloved child of God.
a social worker (youth).
a daughter.
a sister to 2 younger siblings.
Your Love
"This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins." -1 John 4:10
Loves n Adores
*God; the Father, Son Jesus and Holy Spirit
*Family; Tan
*Church; Grace Assembly of God
*My close friends
*My cell group; AHH (After His Heart)
*Youths
*Missions
*Children
*Good food, Chocolates and Ice-cream!
