finally, i'm done with the editing..and here's the revamped look!


how is it?


This blogskin caught my eye cos i really like the pic of the little girl ! ! !


so sweet.
innocent.
simple.


reminds me of the young(er) days.


LOL.


someone said that my previous blog look like a young girl's blog...


hmmm...dunno who..i think maybe someone by the name of mar...s...s.....h...?!


ps: i dunno why some of my links are striked out though, why my comments link is missing, why my posts titles r missing....frustrating..

finally i am going to sleep! yawns.

posted by ser @ 1:49 AM   0 Comments

posted by ser @ 1:47 AM   0 Comments

guys... is that true?

a guy friend told me this over msn...cos i fell and hurt my knees just now when a group of us went rollerblading at ECP. only minor abrasions.. then, he was telling me how i should take care of my wounds lest there is scarring. haaa..then he said the above statement. most likely he said it in jest. and i'm personally amused by that statement...LOL. but how true is it i have no idea!

well i replied if he (guys) only looks at my legs, then too bad for him!

posted by ser @ 12:53 AM   1 Comments

some friends are so candid and upfront in their blogs...as a matter of fact, i do envy their ability to blog whatever they like and however they want. i realise i strive to, but always fail to.

somehow, visibilty is always an issue for me. i cant stop myself from the consciousness that when i blog, people will read. and when people read my blog, they read and they will know. visibilty- i guess hinders me from being brutally honest. yet if something is kept in the dark, am i being brutally honest with myself? if i keep it to myself, is there any difference? the possibility of someone reading and misunderstanding or misinterpreting what i write can be so high esp when i am not so clear about what i am trying to say here. i wish i can be totally honest but if i know honesty will hurt, i will think twice about being honest. is honesty and transparency the same?

well by right i can say whatever, however i want here..cos its my blog. thats what bloggers always claim. but do u not care if what u blog will influence those reading..even if negatively? maybe i think too much but i do think about such stuff..

maybe thats why i can never be truthfully, brutally honest here..cos i am always afraid to hurt.

always. .

posted by ser @ 4:53 AM   0 Comments

"When you read what the bible says about the sin of man, the thing that amazes you is not that God would allow someone to go to hell, but that God would save anyone."

-Oswald J.Smith

posted by ser @ 10:34 PM   0 Comments

as i am typing this now..i am v v v tired..

the past few days have been hectic and i have been frantic!

there are so many things to do, so many things that are crying out for my attention.

work, ministry, personal life, social life, family life

phew really quite a handful

i have been having long days, staying up late and sleeping
like a log! each night i hit the bed, i fall asleep within 5 mins!

that's how tired i am.
my life now is too fast n too furious.

i am running..!!!

haa..wish i had time to rest and slow down..but circumstance just dont allow.

if this continues, i'm afraid i'll fall sick.
well but now i am still doing fine.
i guess it is only 2 fast and 2 furious for this period..cos my colleague is on leave to prepare for his wedding.
when he comes back..i guess i will have my breather again!
haa..

till then. ..
i need to pace myself..to sustain the long term..
i have to adapt to the frantics of a youth worker..i have to get used to this

i need to rely on God.

its a constant juggling act for working adults.. so many things to "jaga"

=) hope all's well for u, young working adults! Jia you!

posted by ser @ 11:51 PM   0 Comments

Went dragon boating with the YCKSS sec 1 boys today...

my group of boys ah...as usual..can make me vomit blood. DONT and NEVER listen to instructions. Only when u shout at them, then they listen. wo de ma ah....really test my patience! sometimes, u just feel like killing them!!! then again, they are so funnily cute. i cant stay angry for long with them. thats good! if not my life sure shorten one....!

DB is FUN! But tiring...dunno why i kinda lack stamina thru out the session, like no energy like that. When we reached shore, i kept having to let myself sit down. Maybe i am OLD!
lol.
also lack of regular exercise.

talking abt exercise. 2 of my colleagues in the team are Sporty freaks! Haaa..kk they are not freaks. but they are super enthu about sports! Joanne for instance, plays like 5-6 sports! And Joe? He siao one...takes part in whatever "thon" there are! Together, they are members of california fitness. In addition, he takes protein powder. Mountain climbing, rock climbling...anything extreme he will like!

that left me!

the super duper UNSPORTY one.
the "demure" one...
the scaredy cat

ha.
there's more to the list, i think.
and they wanna chio me to do sports with them!

heh. jiu ming ah!!!

is either i JOIN them.
or i will always be the ODD one out!

well......... just let me surrender!!!



Have you ever had an aquaintance care more for you than a longtime friend?
How did you feel?

I experienced that today when a volunteer was concerned whether i was angry with him.
and i can say...sometimes my friend dont even care when i am angry.
well...maybe i shouldnt care too much in the 1st place. then i wont feel so slighted.

=(

posted by ser @ 8:36 PM   0 Comments

i should wake up.

posted by ser @ 10:40 PM   0 Comments