i guess its time i crossed over to wordpress. been thinking about it for some time but had been too lazy to get it done. made the change cos wordpress has more functions. so finally, i've moved and yes i miss this blog already! i've been so accustomed to the name flowerhaven that taking on a new name is kinda weird! i've been using it for 6 years!!! but darn, someone took that name already! :( so ya i gonna forsake all familarity. maybe its good in a sense its gonna be a fresh new place, fresh new start!
so well... read me on strawberryamour.wordpress.com from today onwards! :)
work been feeling super unmotivated at work; just dont feel like working at all! had appraisal with my boss yest and i felt so lousy during the discussion becos i rated very low for my performance. when my boss asked me abt it, i didn't quite know how to explain it except to tell him i dunno what i did well at work cos no one really gave me positive feedback. i guess i really wanted to say i was discouraged at work, but i held back because i dunno what repercussions that may bring. i also did not tell him about the not so nice feedback i received about my work from another colleague. i think the colleague's feedback was really the key to why i felt so lousy about my work. yet i couldnt bring myself to say it. i guess that must have been the worst kind of thing u could ever do in an appraisal; to undermine yourself. yet i just couldnt say anything good or positive about my work. thats pretty depressing ah? and.. "people could see that" ...
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i'm bored staying in the visitors' centre. i long for the outdoor adventure. maybe the visitors' centre is my work. i dont see any open door. and i'm bored, unmotivated and discouraged. will i snap out of this? God pls help me in this time. i feel so stuck. the adventure beckons me!!!
us i enjoy the times spent with you. it was memorable witnessing the 'historic moment' and experiencing it with you. i never knew the heavy discouragement and burden u've carried for so long bothered you so much. i never knew i could be so vulnerable before you. if you ask me to describe this relationship, i would say it had been and it still is a journey of faith. we do not know the hows, but we have a God who loves us. Let's continue to walk this journey with our eyes fixed on Him. :)
Serene, 25, Christian
a sinner saved by God's grace.
a beloved child of God.
a social worker (youth).
a daughter.
a sister to 2 younger siblings.
Your Love
"This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins." -1 John 4:10
Loves n Adores
*God; the Father, Son Jesus and Holy Spirit
*Family; Tan
*Church; Grace Assembly of God
*My close friends
*My cell group; AHH (After His Heart)
*Youths
*Missions
*Children
*Good food, Chocolates and Ice-cream!
