several unsettling things happened at the same time lately and i'm feeling the emotional stress. and when i'm so swamped with work, it doesnt help. :( and i know i cannot bring my emotions to work or ministry...yet i cannot help but is stressed. try to put it aside and concentrate on my work. trying my best to keep myself together. but i know i also cannot carry on like this. so in my quieter moments on the bus or at home, i'd deal with those emotions and allow myself to let my heart be congruent to my mind. its only in those times i truly let my heart down....
thank God for those times where i have the time to feel and not just think.
and i think dealing with ur emotions but yet not being overly affected by them develops emotional maturity. we all need to learn to deal with our emotions. we need to feel as much as we need to think. we need our hearts as much as we need our minds.
though i feel emotional stressed, i never thought of giving up all that i am doing now. but maybe i need to re-prioritise. i really need to spend more time with family and God. have neglected these 2 at the expense of other things. :( i really need to block out my time now and guard time with family and God, if not my schedule will just be packed with activities soon before i know it! its scary but its so real! for the next 2 weeks, my schedule is just horrendously packed. with all sorts of things, some necessary, some important, some good.
argh....... i need a blanko... i need space. need wisdom. need to reorganise my time and organiser. need to reorganise my organiser. God help me! :(
Serene, 25, Christian
a sinner saved by God's grace.
a beloved child of God.
a social worker (youth).
a daughter.
a sister to 2 younger siblings.
Your Love
"This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins." -1 John 4:10
Loves n Adores
*God; the Father, Son Jesus and Holy Spirit
*Family; Tan
*Church; Grace Assembly of God
*My close friends
*My cell group; AHH (After His Heart)
*Youths
*Missions
*Children
*Good food, Chocolates and Ice-cream!
