i went trekking at Macritchie yest with Gary, Wing Sun, Wendy, Samantha, Chow Hui and Xun Yu.. all 7 of us. We trekked to Treetop, then to thomson plaza. Kinda lost cos we walked the road way instead of the forest way. it was a long cut. now my calves are aching.. poor me! but it was a good trek nevertheless, we all made it! think we trekked for at least 10km...the walk reminded me of the walk with AHH at Macritchie some time back. how i miss AHH..now cell is just like disintegrating and i dunno what to do! so helpless, and so passionless. why did things come to this state? i feel so useless... :( are YAs necessarily busier and more passive than the youths? Has YAs no passion and fire for God? Can there be no revival in YA?I DONT BELIEVE it. I know God desires to move mightily in YA as well, just as how he has moved in the youths. God will cause his people to turn back to Him. YAs, are you ready to receive what God wants to pour out? How much do you want to receive from the Lord? Are your hands wide open? Are your heart and ears open to the Lord?Lord, rain down on us! Rain down your passion and fire upon us! The passion for the lost and fire for your Kingdom! Lord, rain down on us! "Draw near to God and he will draw near to you."________________________________________________________________
how does love look like?you'll get the feeling of being loved right?if you dont, are u not being loved?dont wish to think further whether the love is reciprocated, cos i am quite sick of playing the silly and foolish one. maybe it just wont get anywhere. and it hurts when u're neglected. Lord, i just want to be loved by you alone for now, for your love is enough for me. and your love never hurts me.
