it is difficult to deal with disappointment.
have u ever tried very hard at something and yet fail?
have u ever given something your very best and still, someone says its not enough?
have u ever given your all yet realise there is actually nothing you could give.
i think the most scary part about failing is not the falling but the standing up.
i went home from cell that day feeling discouraged and defeated. it was an all time low for me. i didnt what else i could do to make things better anymore. i felt like crying...but the tears didn't flow. must leadership be a lonely path?
and i realise what i desire most now is to be in God's presence...to lay everything aside and sit at the feet of Jesus. i have enough of being a Martha. Now i just want to be a Mary. Mary has chosen what is better. Mary has chosen to sit down at Jesus's feet and listen to Him.
I'll walk with you, wherever you go
through tears and joy, i'll trust in you.
