i don't know why it was harder for me to walk away today.normally it wont be a problem. it was my routine. i am used to it.yet as i walked away today, my heart felt different. it seems to want to linger. it seems to be aching.aching for company it wished it has. wished it wouldnt be left alone. wished something would keep it warm. something was happening to this heart. today it tugged. .and got emo. for the longest time, it should have been used to it. but today, the heart says it has never been used to coldness. it wants to be warm.isnt it strange when your mind is indifferent while your heart feels something?have u felt this way before?i always think the mind is so powerful...u know thoughts can be so persuasive and influential.yet today, my heart taught me something. it seems to be saying "dont belittle me."the heart of the matter is deep stuff.arent we often stirred by emotions of the heart than of the mind?arent we more easily swayed by how we feel than what we think..?there is nothing quite like a grieving heart.
as i walked away
my heart seems to grieve
it seems to want to linger
yet my feet has walked me out
the things i'll never get to say
to be buried deep within the heart
the mind knows not how much the heart grieves.
its harder to walk away this time.
