that was the phrase u always use.how abt using it on urself?was quite disgusted with a friend's gesture just now.perhaps it wont matter to some gals, but i absolutely does!!!he seemed to have no qualms doing that, but he has no rights!and now i think i will start to distance myself from him...but most likely cos of circumstances, i will not be able to.God help!we are so different in every way! omg.some of ur ways i really cannot stand.kk..on to other stuff, been sick for the past 2 days..was feverish and coughing..like suddenly. dunno why. maybe its my body's signal to rest. . been also doing the deut cell kits, and i am quite happy with the progress so far. i guess in another 1 week plus or 2, i'd be able to finish the whole series. Praise God! even as i prepare the cell kits, and read from deut, God also taught me certain things. Yes the OT covers much of rituals, worship and instructions to live as God's holy people, yet it challenges christians today as well! Though we have no need for sacrifice and rituals, have we remained obedient to God? Can non-christians today see us as different from the world? Are they able to see us as God's holy people?my cousin Joey talked to me online a few days ago abt my r/s with my dad. He said its wise to reconcile the r/s, if not it will have adverse impact on my future career path. i never thought of that until he mentioned. and it is true and important for me to make peace with my dad before i can move on in life. i am ashamed to admit to him that i am a christian and intends to serve full time. i bet he'll just laugh it off and sniggle it off. He has such a bad impression of me now. i dont think he'd ever see me as his daughter again. unless......God is merciful and help him to forgive me. to make peace with my dad...how impossible. given my dad's character. i'm very apprehensive about this. yet i know this is God's way. to run into the way of the world is to run away from God.
