isnt it naive to think
that passion alone can sustain a r/s
and when u're deeply attracted to the other person
you're in love
sometimes i wish if only all of us were wiser in r/s
we would have saved ourselves a lot of heartaches.
how often are we guitly of sending the wrong messages to the opposite sex
and how blidly we've followed our emotions
and plunge into a r/s
only to find out a breakup's unavoidable
sometimes i wish i could have avoided the pitfalls
yet though i see but i stubbornly went ahead
ending up bitter and disappointed
sometimes i wish guys can have more self control
and not make decisions based on moments of passion or attraction
not be too carried away
and not rush romance before friendship
offering intimacy but not commitment
and pls dont treat a girl so nice
it makes her misunderstand u like her
and when she likes you
you just want to be friends
that's just irresponsible
i wished i werent so foolish too
and heeded God's advice to wait patiently
and carefully guard my heart
yet each time i just couldnt wait
and proceeded to satisfy my desires
and each time i'm left wondering
why did it go wrong
didn't it feel right
ya right.
and after which i would feel so silly la
instead of guarding my heart
and to grow into the woman God has me to be
i gave a bit
i compromised on the values
i so zealously believed in
how foolish
to think if i could justify those impatient acts
and hasty decisions
just by my feelings
and following my heart
and now i begin to see
how foolish i am
i said i would wait
yet what came out was impatience
i said i would live life to the fullest as a single
yet i was secretly hoping i was in a r/s
what is this?
laughable.
its foolish of me to think i could make romance happen just like that
actually i could
but that romance would not last
when i read stories of godly couples
how God led them to meet and to marriage
that's how i want my story to be like to
but i need to be willing to surrender my love life to God
If i want him to be the author of my love story
in this area, my trust in God is realy tested.
and if i truly desire God's best for me
i will wait, even if it means i dont see.
