i am sleepy now..i know i should be sleeping...i just wanna unload the day's here, so my brain can have a easy sleep.
was forcing myself to finish reading some materials just now.. it din work. my brain refused to cooperate. it wants rest. i want to continue reading.
ha.
it is amazing how much information the brain can take in, in a day. Does it go bankrupt? or explode? In a day, so many things happen..and several at the same time! How does the brain manage to keep everything in oder? How does the brain remain it sanity?
i believe its REST.
when we sleep.
really sleep.
yes does my sense of reasoning read weird to u? i guess it would, cos u're reading words that come off from an overworked brain. A brain that is shutting down slowly by itself. not caring if its owner is still searching for words, typing non-stop on this keyboard. i am now just typing off words as they SHOOT off my mind. i hope it makes sense. if not shows that i am bonkers. Ha
its amazing how a tired brain can still make sense....ha..at least i feel my brain is making sense to me now. maybe not to u. Ha..
i've been reading a lot lately not because i want to, bcos i have to. i'm busy preparing for my china trip, the trip will invlove me teaching workshops on youth ministry so i am reading several books at the same time, all on youth ministry, but with totally different perpectives and focus. Yet the biblical principles and truth are almost similar.
When i read, i value more than just content. I consider a book a good read if i am able to get something otu of the book. If i am able to discover truth in that book would be like i've found a treasure! And reading these youth ministry book has in a short while opened my eyes to the youths of today. In a short chapter, i actually find myself learn something about youths. That's powerful. That's something i havent experienced for quite a while since i graduated last yr. Readings that teaches u something are just so exciting! Esp when that issue is so close to ur heart. Do u believe that my heart wrenched in heartache as i read about the cries of today's postmodern youths?
its either the power of words.
or the reality.
the realisation that so many of our youths today are crying out for help in slient ways is starkingly haunting. How can it not provoke a response to those who read about it? Yet sadly, the issue is thrown at our face. we face them yet we do not feel anything for them. we know them but we do not do anything that will actually help them. we claim we love yet we are not actively finding and bringing back lost and hurting sheeps. what are we doing?
is love only in name?
have we lost a generation?
maybe i have exaggerated the situation.
but the fact remains that we are losing our young ones to the world.
