Irrational Fear

Friday, September 14, 2007


of 2 kittens.
sounds ridiculous right? why is a grown-up scared of 2 tiny little seemingly harmless creatures?
but i am. and i was really scared. so scared that i did not dare step out of my house. actually i tried to leave the house twice, when i saw the kittens running towards my door, all i could muster enough courage to do was to slam the door shut! so scared that i was pacing up and down the living room, thinking of a solution. I was to meet Terence and Kenneth at G1 for filming at 8pm. Yet at 7:50Pm, i was still at home! so scared that i dared not open the door for the 3rd time.
i keep telling myself it is only 2 kittens..and that God had made these creatures, so i shouldnt be afraid of them...i was reminded of noah's ark where noah moved so many animals, reminded of Adam when he named all the animals-the bible never said they were scared!
ahhhhhhhhh...so where did my fear came from???!!!!
but i had to leave the house to get to G1..then i thought if there was any other way out of the house other than the door....and...obviously there wasn't. unless i jump down...nobody else was at home. and i know if i call them, they will not be able to reach home so soon. so out of fear and desperation, i called Benny who lives very near me. Then he left his mopping aside and ran all the way to my house to help me. So he helped me block the kittens while i opened the door and left the house finally after almost half an hour of "cat catch mouse". AND...the kittens actually became very docile when Benny was there!!!! They did not run when i opened the door...and did not even meow lor...so cunning rite? yes they are cute la but cunning leh...
ahhhhh...........i am still scared of them!!!!







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Serene, 25, Christian
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