I dont necessarily feel loved but i know i am deeply loved.
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Thank you Jesus. Jesus, I love u! in the last few days, i just feel so strongly for God..i thought about how much He loves me. The thing is, most of the times, i dont feel loved bcos i dont even love myself. i cannot accept myself. and.. God loves me and He accepts me totally, fully and unconditionally! He loves me for who i am. for that.. i cant help but love God too! in the ya svc earlier, i just told God that i love him and i just surrender myself to him. He makes me love myself, accept myself. Though i dont always feel loved, i know in God's eyes, i am deeply loved. God is love. Loving is God's nature. just wanna share also that, i really love to hang out with the poly YAs!!! They are such a lovable bunch. HA. i always feel so welcomed in their midst- although i am like several years older than most of them..feel so loved by them...i also dunno why they seemed to love me so much...i just thank God for their love for me..i am very grateful to them for including me, for accepting me and for loving me. Their genuine-ness, innocence and kindness just touches my heart. just being with them brightens me up. they are such an endearing bunch of young people. they are so sweet. i am more than happy to be part of their lives. i hope the harsher realities of life will not erode these precious qualities and harden their hearts. the hearts of today's youngsters are often misunderstood and under-understood by the adults of today. no wonder so many wanna break away and rebel.. for how many truly understand them? i do not wanna say i understand them, cos i am not them and so i will never understand how they are feeling or what they are going through. Yet, i choose to love them for who they are. I will choose to stand by them. Everyone is precious to God, youths too. being in this ministry allows me to interact with young people and be involved in their lives. I really enjoy this and i know i want to do this. Again, i wish this 6 mths will not end. =) I've found what i really want to do.
Serene, 25, Christian
a sinner saved by God's grace.
a beloved child of God.
a social worker (youth).
a daughter.
a sister to 2 younger siblings.
Your Love
"This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins." -1 John 4:10
Loves n Adores
*God; the Father, Son Jesus and Holy Spirit
*Family; Tan
*Church; Grace Assembly of God
*My close friends
*My cell group; AHH (After His Heart)
*Youths
*Missions
*Children
*Good food, Chocolates and Ice-cream!
