1) Guitar Lessons
started learning last month..and attended 2x le.. hmmm i am learning from James L and i find that he is really VERY PASSIONATE about his guitar! Its true! If u observe the way he plays it, you would instantly sense his passion. WOA. Ha...he teaches me FOC..so i am very grateful for that kind gesture. really thankful for him..cos i mean he is really kind to teach me FOC and thou it inconveniences him (cos he has to bring his guitar along for every session, takes time out to teach me ..), he is still very nice about it.
Appreciate him man! yes it is painful to press and strum @ the same time lor...ha..cos now i do the right way...last time not pain cos i do wrongly. Yes lor..no pain no gain! was feeling quite depressed at the last lesson cos i think i would nv be able to master the guitar, cos it looks so complicated! yet James encouraged me and said i was doing better than when he first started! He learnt the guitar by himself..ya..so i felt better...but still at a very basic level...maybe i need more practice..maybe i expect too much from myself? only 2nd lesson...hai..but i want to master it and be able to play in the shortest possible time....mission impossible..?
2) D-word
has been bothered by this word since 2 weeks ago...dunno if i should tell more people abt it..cos afterall, it is not something everyone should know..just hope everything will go well and settled ASAP cos i want my life to resume its NORM ASAP. just talking abt this D word either makes my blood boil or leaves me helpless...so yes, i want it over and done with SOON.
3) Ministry involvement
has been involved in some ministry programs..and i would say they have been very fulfilling. Doing things that i like and doing them for doing sake really makes a huge difference. When i do what i like, i dont complain!....ha. i guess it is really different in another sense bcos of how others make me feel as well. i really feel that my leaders they believe in me and thats why they give me the space and opportunity to be involved. of cos i try my best not to disappoint them. And it is really satisfying to do the things i do now. I also feel supported and believed. And when people believe in you, it is such a confidence booster. =) I am more sure this is really what i want. i am now clearer how i want to lead my life. Sorry, the rat in the race, u are out. =)
4) 终生幸福
hmmm...i wouldnt have talked about this if my dearest friend, Yin, had not brought it up during dinner last night. k..own up, how many of you out there are concerned about my 终生幸福? k, or i should ask how many isnt? aiyo...friends...r more gan chiong than me...tell me.."what do u want me to do?" ask guys to chase me? Join SDU?
ha...kk..i know u all r concerned la...i am also concerned about this aspect of my life. But i believe such things is 可欲不可求, not say i desire it, means i will have it..so i guess the only way is to wait. no matter how open this society has become, i still believe in guys taking the intiative. i really appreciate ur concern for me being left out, but u and i know such things cannot be hurried. dont feel bad..i am now living life to the full for Jesus..i am happy and i know i have no lack. If God wills, he will allow me to meet my other half, but i guess HE is telling me now "In My timing." So i'll wait. =) Meanwhile, the sweetest thing you can do for me is to pray for me! I would appreciate that very much. =) Pray for God's will in my life ya? Cos His will is the best. =)
hmmm...i think i've said enuff...kinda think i am quite long-winded...HA.
