i guess we humans always forget easily what we have learnt. we always need reminders. we have STMs! so thankfully God is ever patient with us...and remind us whenever we forget.a friend's words today triggered me to a lesson i've learnt and forgot. and that is; i've looked in the wrong places for the needs i have. i looked to people's words, actions, behaviours to guage how i've measured up, how much i am worth, how i should see myself. they decide my self-esteem, my self-worth for the day. So then, my confidence fluctuates accordingly.and i look to people to meet my needs and desires.
is that ever possible?
and God reminds me, only He can meet my needs and desires. What i really need is His attention. He is only one who values me for who i am. He doesnt have mood swings, no bias, no special preferences, no moodiness and doesnt judge by appearance! He never changes his nature. He doesnt like fish today and meat tmr. He is consistent. He is faithful. He stands by what he has chosen.
"You are looking in the wrong direction, my girl. Turn and look towards me."
