it was until i started typing the resignation letter that i was filled with much gan chu. As i pondered what goes into the content, my mind also took a walk down memory lane. i was suddenly gripped by the impact of the letter. I was leaving. and for once, that realisation was hard to swallow. I could almost cry. only..almost. i didn't know leaving this job could be so emotional for me, bcos i did not really enjoy what i was doing there. i've like, told milllions friends zilllions times, i am going to quit the job! then today, it finally came true. i finally concretised my thoughts. then now, i feel that tinge of sadness. mixed with apprehension, nostalgic, warmth. i remembered how others showed me kindness, grace and patience. even when i made mistakes, i was never screamed at nor punished by any of the operations team. for that i am reminded that i have to be grateful for working with colleagues like these! they aint bad! isnt that already a huge comfort to working world newbies like me? pls be grateful Serene, for colleagues like them! a nagging thought that persisted in my mind as i typed the letter.yes, i am truly grateful for them, as i remembered the times i spent with them, how they trained and taught and coach me so many things. i dunno if this is what people call sentimental, although i did not really like this job, i know somewhere in my heart, there will always be a portion dedicated to certain dear colleagues from this company. they are just so sweet in hard manners.perhaps as the days to my last day draws near, i would feel less sad...i dunnooo..perhaps i would feel more sad!! ya, that's a possibility too....but since i've made up my mind i shall not look back.. i shall keep happy memories of this place forever in my mind. while this chapter of my life is closing, another is beginning. i'll be going mission trip in late july.. after which i will decide what my next career will be. i feel uncertain that i dunno what to expect. friends have been asking me.. and i've decided i'd ask God!i just pray i'd have the courage to go whenever He takes me.His will will never take you where His grace cannot keep you.
