been bothered by an issue recently and i've tried to find ways to resolve it... its been something that's quite irritating..cos i know what i should do, yet i dont seem to want to do what i should do. . i let it bother me...when in fact, i CANT do anything to change it. i talked to a few good friends about it and am grateful for their advice and words of wisdom. coincidentally, all 3 of them have been through it, that they could share with me their experience. Thank God for them...after talking with them, i feel so much better and comforted to know i am not alone in this struggle. =) i realise that this desire is as human as it can be, and perhaps will become stronger with time.. actually i still dunno how best i can handle it..but i want to commit this to God. i choose to believe God knows best and dont wanna believe anything less. i had a weird dream the other day. i dreamt that i was flipping through the bible and chanced upon 2 verses. As i took a closer look and read these 2 verses, tears strolled down my eyes uncontrollably. I was crying in the dream! I vaguely remember the verses were about God's forgiveness ...i cried because i was very touched by what the verses meant. In real life, i had felt that God was so distant from me. In reel, it was as if God was drawing near through the verses. I just remembered crying and crying. When i woke up, i realised my face was wet with tears! strangely, i dont remember the verses! i thought i had tried to find out which chapter of the bible it was. now i cannot remember....=(
I believe the reason why i cried so hard in reel is bcos in real, i had been crying inside. Something in the dream triggered the inside and caused a tangible outburst. God became so real in my dream. and i realised how much i've been missing Him.
Serene, 25, Christian
a sinner saved by God's grace.
a beloved child of God.
a social worker (youth).
a daughter.
a sister to 2 younger siblings.
Your Love
"This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins." -1 John 4:10
Loves n Adores
*God; the Father, Son Jesus and Holy Spirit
*Family; Tan
*Church; Grace Assembly of God
*My close friends
*My cell group; AHH (After His Heart)
*Youths
*Missions
*Children
*Good food, Chocolates and Ice-cream!
