i am without my voice again. felt so awkward when i said "Tiong bahru plaza" to the taxi uncle and it came out as "...ru plaza". and when at work, i could only tell others how i mean by gesturing, nodding and shaking my head and pointing. needless to say, people dont get me. and it is funny to sing worship songs when i couldnt hear myself. no sound, no tone, no pitch. i dont even know whether i am singing or talking in my hardly audible voice. its really a discomfort. thank God even though i am not heard, God hears me. For He listen to the sounds of my heart.
i had dinner with Hannah again today. it is really a blessing to have her company. She is such a lovable sister to me. She teaches me something each time she shares her life with me. i know she is one of God-sent(s) to me. She listens to me and validates my feelings and thoughts. She makes me feel good i guess, as she builds me up emotionally. Thank God for someone like her who God brings to accompany life's ups and downs. It makes this life journey less lonely.
Hannah, u are a lovable soul. Dont ever doubt that. U dont have to try too hard to sense God cos He is everywhere. there is nowhere on earth u couldnt find God. Faith is the bridge.
just received a piece of bad news just now. My friend's mum passed away. nv expect that the 1st time i met his mum was the last time. i know my friend is devastated yet he is trying to be strong. i hope that time will help him cope. i will pray for u friend. losing someone is a painful thing. ...but u have to accept and move on. though ur mum is not around anymore, memories of her u will always be in your heart. and bcos of that, u will always have mum in your heart.
do take care k.
when things get a bit dark and blue
i'd start missing again...
