many things that happened lately left me clueless. and i suddenly realise my ignorance is frustrating me am i really too naive to think that everything will eventually turn out well? Is it just my wishful thinking? Who really cares? and the thing is, after all these happen, i dont wish to think too much, care too much, be bothered with much. Cos after all, i am left worse than when i first started out. I dunno if i cared too much for my own good. I cant detach myself from my feelings. I need to understand. some friends advised against this nature of mine. "what good does it do for u to know the truth?" well, EVERYTHING! Knowing the truth means a lot to me. I am a person who needs to know what is going on. I dont expect u to tell me everything. But at least u allow me to hear your side of the story. that way, i wont feel dismissed. i feel i dunno how to talk to u anymore. OFFICE POLITICS is exasperating me. sometimes, i hope very much that my colleague would just stop telling me about what's happening to who and who in the company, who's been doing what. It is always the same old story, so much so it becomes sickening. i dont want to hear about such horrible stories. in short, i hate politics. i feel that listening to it makes me one of its kind. So i prefer not to hear. nowadays, i shut my ears to many things. Many of which i dont wish to face. Am i trying to free myself or am i creating more bondage for myself?
Serene, 25, Christian
a sinner saved by God's grace.
a beloved child of God.
a social worker (youth).
a daughter.
a sister to 2 younger siblings.
Your Love
"This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins." -1 John 4:10
Loves n Adores
*God; the Father, Son Jesus and Holy Spirit
*Family; Tan
*Church; Grace Assembly of God
*My close friends
*My cell group; AHH (After His Heart)
*Youths
*Missions
*Children
*Good food, Chocolates and Ice-cream!
