i spent close to 3 hours of potential sleeping time to create the slideshow u see below. i feel it is an utter waste of time. i just didn't expect it to take so long.
didn't expect at all. but i wasted that time anyway. time lost we cant get it back.
which leads to the very impt issue of , How are we spending our time?
will we be proud of how we've spent our time on earth as we lie on our deathbeds?
morbid qn but nevertheless something worth ur TIMe now to ponder.
if u ask me what kind of life i would want to live, i would say one with as little regrets as possible. why not say NO regrets? Cos i had done things in the past i regret now. i just wish i wouldn't add anymore to the list. Or better still, let me try to reduce the total number at the end of my life. As little as possible.
It is morbid but it is impt.
Once u have learnt what dying is, then will u know how to live.
for one, u wouldnt take ur life for granted.
2, u wouldnt take those ard u for granted.
3, u'll thank God. ( i would)
since young, i fantasize a lot abt death n dying. always have dreams revolving ard them. either i dream of a close one dying or i myself would be on the verge of death, pursued by some unknown guys (bei zhui sha). so i've been particulary sensitive to these things. i rem whenever i have such dreams, i would find myself soaked w tears upon regaining my consciousness. either that or cold sweat. Real Scary. and so real. i begin to wonder what would really happened to me if my dreams came true. Would i soak the entire bed?
i guess i would almost. but i learnt a very sobering fact- i don't live forever. Put another way, i dunno when i will die. i dunno when death will come and take someone away.
will any of us know?
we all know death is certain, what are we doing abt it?
(i am taken aback at what i've written. how did i manage to jump from a slideshow to these morbidity?)
