i cant decide.
i smsed my boss about quiting but later i smsed to her saying, i cant decide, need more time to think about it. Haiz..what's wrong with me?
then i accepted 1 tuition assignment when i supposedly wanted to rest more, and lessen some of my commitments. what am i doing? hmmm... i also dunno.
initially i wanted more time to rest , so decided to quit deli. but then i cant bear to, cos i am really happy working there. i enjoy the company there. so makes me have seconds thoughts.
then i wanted to rest more--not end of story yet. then i heard from my mum that she recently took up another job, if not "cannot cover". there will be 2 days where she will work back to back. and when i heard that, i reasoned that i would be selfish to just want enough rest while my mum is slogging her guts out for this family. so i hesitated at quitting both jobs...and it led me to accepting a tuition assignment. hmmm....have i made the wrong decisions?
anyway, i will stick by it since i have made the decisions. even if i have to slog it out, i will, for a better future. i would be selfish to let my mum take all the load of the family. It will be hard for all of us, but i truly believe God will see us thru them all. Just as He had always been doing.
I wanna let the whole world know how good YOU are to me....!
