it's weird. i suppose i have things i wanna say here. YEt, i cant find the words to express them. Yes, it is IRONIC.
I want to say how good God has been to me, yet i do not know where to begin.
I want to complain about my work, yet i am reminded not to be rush and thus say things here i will regret later.
I want to share about events in my life recently that meant something to me (leading a cell, drama gig, cousin's salvation etc) yet i dunno too, what i should write about them...too much to recall...to write...
right now, u can say i am in a confused stage or season of my life..where i aint sure of a lot of things anymore. and i am only holding on to what i am sure of- God.
i realised something important
it is only with a surrendered life that God can take over
it is only with giving up life's rights n privileges that one discovers God's abundant grace and mercy
creation's beauty lies not in the creation but,
creation's beauty lies in the creator.
