havent been blogging regularly for a while...been very busy w my commitments. so much so that i just want to put evrything down and disappear for a while. if only for a while. i dread going to work nowadays...cos i know that once i start work, there will be endless tasks to complete! dread. dreary. eeks. and colleagues whom i clicked so well with are all leaving one by one...i have little reason left to stay on in this job...so sad. just when i thot i have finally found a true friend at work, then i know she is leaving. :( how can i motivate myself to stay in this job? how can i continue to give my best in a job which gives me so much "sai kang"? haiz... but i really thank God that he gave me 2 colleagues whom i can get along very well with. althou one has left and the other is leaving, at least i'm glad to have their company throughout this 1 mth that i am in this job. hope that can still keep in contact w them. they 're really nice and down-to-earth friends. other than work, i'm so anxious about the drama gig in Dec. i am stressed cos i keep forgetting my lines and till now, i am not sure how to act my roles. each rehearsal, i dont seem to get better. i have to conclude i really cant act. how do i be purposeful yet natural? it's so demoralising for me....help me. just hope i will improve along the way.. YWA cell will have its first cell meeting this friday. as the cell leader, i'm without a clue as to how to lead. it is rather intimidating. i'm so new at this. however i am glad for the turnout last sat in church. a total of 6 people turned up. God has really brought people to this cell. and i know He has entrusted me with them. God, then lead me to lead them. Thanks. even in the workplace, i've discovered, is a place where forgiveness needs to take place. colleagues who shrink responsibility, irritating Ts and rude parents?
Serene, 25, Christian
a sinner saved by God's grace.
a beloved child of God.
a social worker (youth).
a daughter.
a sister to 2 younger siblings.
Your Love
"This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins." -1 John 4:10
Loves n Adores
*God; the Father, Son Jesus and Holy Spirit
*Family; Tan
*Church; Grace Assembly of God
*My close friends
*My cell group; AHH (After His Heart)
*Youths
*Missions
*Children
*Good food, Chocolates and Ice-cream!
