since working at deli, TLL and leading a cell group have taught me a lot about relationships. btw colleagues, friends, peers, superiors, new staff, parents, teachers and customers. wow..come to think of it, i do interact with a lot of pple. hmmm...and i have made new friends! a couple from TLL (my full time job) and new people who joined our church whose in my cell! so exciting. i am so happy for these friendships bcos i believe God is networking me to different different people..so that i can be a better person...i think. and i believe i have the gift of friendliness or call it warmth? cos pple seem to naturally open up to me very fast and confide in me. They say i'm a approachable, truthful and friendly person. hmmm... and i believe it is a gift from God. i dont possess this friendly nature, but God gave me or made me this way so that He could use me. i dunno what others find in me that makes them wanna trust me with their problems, but i believe God brought them to me for a purpose. and i hope i will accomplish that purpose and not miss the opportunity to speak life to any soul. i'm grateful for the friendships God has placed in my life. althou some of them have given me headaches and heartache...but nonetheless...i learnt something.i have a sudden desire to want to learn the guitar!!! ever since i plucked a few chords on my colleague's guitar, i have been harbouring the thought of going for lessons. Wallis recommended Believers' Music which i suppose is very good. hmmm...if i know how to play, i can play in cell too. hmmm...and after playing the guitar that day, i felt like i was made to play it!!! haha...nah. i guess i just like the feeling of being able to play the guitar. hmmm...i will seriously consider learning it man.i'm so excited!!! Today the new guy in my cell signed up for CAMY!!! cool right? was his first time attending our YA service!!! WOW! now i guess almost everyone in my cell is serving in one way or another in the ministry! COOL!! and as the leader, i really feel SMALL now man!! ha...but it is good. I would rather they OUTSHINE me. cos then will i be proud to be their leader. ha. i'm egoistic. hee... i think, a leader should not be the overpowering one. Rather he should be the one who EMPOWERS. Amen?Just like Jesus who sent out the 12. He empowered them. and to be empowered by God, we have to be broken by Him.A seed cannot grow unless it falls to the ground and dies.
