i wonder why i blog so often and so frequently. and i've realised, see the title? that's my conclusion. on a deeper level, i guess i express myself much better in words. and since i cant draw well or cook well or dance well--- "words are all i have to give to u"...haha... i'm a very language person...so i express myself largely, if not entirely thru words. and it is my preferred mode of communication. i get sick of talking sometimes, so i turn to writing to express my thots. i find it a very good way of releasing my emotions and expressing my thots. i used to keep a diary...till i found typing an easier and less painful way out!!! no more scar marks on my fingers bcos of writing too much! hee...dunno why i am telling this here too...see, i just like to blog, or write for that matter.
BGR. seems that it has been weighing on my mind. and i've come to a personal agreement with myself and God. I would ideally cease all bgr contact till God shows me the one who will be my husband. i am serious abt this and i am not going to change my mind in the short run. It is not a vow. it is more like a personal preference. I'm also not testing God. I just want Him to have all the say in my life, including bgr, and marriage. Thru my walk with God, i've tasted his goodness and faithfulness. u know, God really means what he says in his word (the bible)!!!! He is not a liar, nor a fabricator. I caN TRUST HIs words. and when God old me to delight in him and he will give me the desires of my heart, i did not believe it at first. but now i do. God really fulfilled some of my inner desires. The reason why God has a condition attached to that is not to torture us. In fact, God wants to give us the best! He attaches a condition, so that we will learn to trust in his provision and depend on his goodness for our joy! God knows our every desire and he wants to give us what we desire which is in acordance with His will, cos our God is a God who loves us so much. When u begin to understand just a little of how much God loves u, you'll know that God desires to give you every good thing. God will withhold nothing good from u.
He just needs your trust that HE will do just that.
Are u willing to trust God with all your needs, wants and deepest desires?
He just needs your trust that HE will do just that.
Serene, 25, Christian
a sinner saved by God's grace.
a beloved child of God.
a social worker (youth).
a daughter.
a sister to 2 younger siblings.
Your Love
"This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins." -1 John 4:10
Loves n Adores
*God; the Father, Son Jesus and Holy Spirit
*Family; Tan
*Church; Grace Assembly of God
*My close friends
*My cell group; AHH (After His Heart)
*Youths
*Missions
*Children
*Good food, Chocolates and Ice-cream!
