i wanna talk to u.
other than thru this blog, i dunno how else i can communicate with u le.
yes, u're the one who has been feeling extremely irritable recently.
before u stop reading, hear me out.
u may hate me for saying all these things u do not like to hear, but i dont care. i am going to speak my mind cos i'd rather u hate me, than to sit around and watch u get worse.

do u know u're harder to communicate with nowadays?
have u ever wondered why?

and by doing so, u're hurting those whom u love, and loves u.
do u realise this?
do u really hate those close to u so much?
do u really wanna hurt them in such a manner?

u claim people don't understand u.
yes, it is possible that they don't.
only God is able to understand u inside out.
but does by claiming that they don't understand u, give u the right to be harsh to them?

how do u feel when u are falsely accused?
how do u feel when you are scolded?

how do u think they feel when u do all these to them?
they feel good?

rem how u used to detest me telling u about Christianity, going to church etc?
u said something like, u're a Christian, don't tell me u never lie? the bible says Christians cannot lie, then why you still lie?
do u know what u are assuming when u said that?
u were assuming that, a true Christian has to live a life that is based on what Christianity teaches. put it simpler, u were assuming a Christian life was meant to be LIVED. words don't mean anything if the life doesn't show it. E.gs No lying, no murder, no adultery, no coveting etc..
You were absolutely right.
The Lord detest lying lips, but he delights in men who are truthful. -Prov 12:22
The acts of the sinful nature are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery, idolatry and withcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions and envy; drunkenness. orgies and the like. I warn you, as i did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God.

Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up as a fragant offering and sacrifice to God. -Eph 5:1-2

how about u now?
are u walking the talk?
what have u become?

are u living a life that is based on what Christianity teaches?

"What goes into a man's mouth does not make him 'unclean', but what comes out of his mouth, that is what makes him 'unclean'." -Matt 15:11
"...honour your father and mother...." -Matt 19:19
"But the fruits of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control." -Gal 5:22-23

whenever u react harshly to those close to u, have u ever stopped to wonder how much u have hurt them by your words?
you said the words, knowing they were harsh words. did u say the words with the intention to hurt?
is that the real u?
do u REALLY think those close to u would want to harm u?
u REALLY think the whole world owes u something?

time to wake up dear s.
God gives us free choice.
Not to abuse and hurt others.
Not to do evil.

U have a choice, God gives u that liberty of free choice.
Thing is, what have u done with that choice?
Are you choosing to do what u ought to do?

You are not helpless. Don't say u can't help it.
The devil always tempts u to do bad things.
However, as a child of God, u are able to resist the devil.
You have a God who is greater than any evil or the Devil.
God can help you overcome. Let Him help u.

Are u still going to chase after the luxuries of this world, knowing they would not last, at the expense of denying your family, dwelling in ur hurt n betrayal and being angry at the entire universe?
Do u really want to live a life like that?

Or do you wanna live a life that you know that even if u die tmr, it would be a life well lived? A life lived according to God's purposes for your life. A life that is built on Christ's firm foundation, a life that serves and loves others.

which do u choose?

sure, it is hard to change. just rem the only life changing transformer (God) is less than a call away if u need his help. u've experienced his transforming powers at your salvation, didn't u?

The choice is yours.

posted by ser @ 11:55 PM