Sun
-didn't go church. felt weird. was in a daze. dunno what to do. accompanied bro to buy book. national lib's architecture is real cool. had dinner at home. was at comp doing assignment from 9-4plus am. Phew...
- till 4plus am...till it finally allowed me to upload my assignment file onto the net...almost a 2 hrs wait.(train patience?)..was so sleepy..yet cannot sleep till i've seen SENT.
-SENT.
MoN=YEst
-oh..just got know from Jess that the therapeutic writing was NOT supposed to be DIARY style!!!! What?? so i've done it all wrong for the past 2 weeks? argh.......it was supposed to be more of free association- penning down thoughts or feelings as they come. not structured manner..! ah.....how?
i think the diary posts ah..dunno if i was entertaining myself with it or my blog readers ha.
ok...come to think of it, diary style writing is not bad also, at least when i look back later, i would know what i've done every day! ha. If u haven't already know by now, i'm a person who lives from day to day. hee...bad at projections into the future, needless to say Planning.. *hee.
-so okay...do u guys find my diary style writing bland? if yes, tag k! cos i want constructive feedback. =)
-i woke up at 8plus today (yes dragged myself again)...for a tut at 10. Really gotta thank God, cos u know why? cos hor, i managed to hand in 2 of my assignments today! to me, its a significant achievement already..and thank God cos I had no prob printing out all my assignments, and the lady at the lib copying room was so nice to me! I cant say what...but she did something which was out of the way, for me. and cos of that, i was able to hand in my assignment neat n square. To a slack n disorganised person like me, i really gotta thank God for helping me stay organised n focused.
And i know God doesn't have to, but He chooses to.God is good. All the time!
-tutorial (gek) on religion.
i was abit apprehensive abt this tut cos i thought i might have to share abt Christianity, and i'm scared i wouldn't know what to say! but i was also looking forward to it, cos tut would talk abt food also! during tut, there were a few Christians in class, so i did not say much abt Christianity, except to agree or to clarify certain concepts. there were a few atheists in my class...and including my tutor who said he was confused.
did i feel that i have to defend and promote Christianity?
no i didn't
rather, i felt assured that i had God with me. (i dont mean to suggest that others are inferior if they are not Christians..)
I felt that what i NEEDED to do, was not to promote Christianity to my atheists tutorial mates
I felt i NEEDED to pray for God's touch upon their lives.
words without action is like faith without deeds.
It's useless.
so i'd rather spend time praying for them.
God doesn't need me to take His place.
Jesus has already overcome the world.
pls note i'm not implying that we Christians shouldn't evangelise or share the gospel. We are commanded to. That's very clear in the bible.
what i am saying here is that, a lot of times, people already know what Christianity is all about. so what more can we say? we can't change their minds.
ONLY God can.
so pray for them.
everyone needs God.
