I am angry.

why am i expected to understand everybody?

why do everyone not understand me?

why do i get angry at the one who has not made me angry?

why do i not say i am angry to the person who made me angry?

why?

am i really not angry?

or have i just suppressed it really well?

it's the latter i guess, or else i wont be blogging abt this to begin with.

if i have supressed it so well, why does my anger still comes out in other forms? like getting irritated, impatient, ignoring pple n keeping absolutely quiet.

basically, i wanna know- what is the best thing to do when i am angry?

so that afterwards, i dont get angry anymore. i get it over and done with. chuck it aside n be happy again! or at least, not feel bitter again abt that same matter.

when i'm angry, i guess i dont flare up cos i'm scared pple will take it wrongly. take it wrongly as in they will stay away from me, be scared of me, or even hate me. and i dont want that. more often, i am angry at the person, but not for long. i just need time to think it thru.

i dont feel good abt harbouring anger or hatred of any kind. I just cant live with 'them' lor. I'd rather confront the uncomfortable issue and then, as God said in his word, forgive.

but not many understand where my anger is coming from. sometimes i can't even verbalise why i am angry.

it's a feeling. how do i explain something so abstract ? i just feel angry lor.

and if u really do start to understand where my anger is coming from, perhaps u'll know, i just dunno how to manage my anger. i dont really hate u or detest u.

thou,

I'm still learning to separate the person from his or her actions.

yes, love the sinner, hate the sin.

i'm still trying.

but thank God, the love he gives to me is bigger than my anger.

and u've heard love overcomes all?

that's it.

=)