This afternoon, i went to find my cousin at her workplace..to exchange jeans and to get a top she reserved for me.... then saw the cute guy again....haha....okay..be serious. Then i went to church...then went home for dinner and met up with Esmail and Andrew at Bakerzin, Fullerton. then we went Angus, and saw....Sammy. I dunno how to react when he came to our table and asked me how i am, good? I just nodedd my head and fake a smile.... i used to think he would have a harder time facing me, looks like i have a harder time facing him! and i was really avoiding....i have not really resolved or forgive.....hmmmm..it's me. not others. why i always think others are the one with the problem? without realising the problem is me......that i have a greater problem.... hmmm.....ya.
nice meeting up with my cousin, with Esmail and Andrew...
funni how, everyone else has been reading someone else's blog....hmmm.....
i felt burdened to pray for so many people last week.so overwhelmed.....and i prayed. but i realise it can never be enough. cos there's always someone out there who needs a prayer. and i can only do so much.
and today as Sharon shared about the dry land and a land full of water, i felt that God was speaking to us. There was a dam in between. The land was so dry. And for the water to flow thru, we have to break the dam. Just poke a hole maybe, and the whole dam will come crashing down. Water can then flow to the dry land.
Are we the dam?