SWEE SING IS BACK. EXPECT CHAOS AND MORE CHAOS IN UR LIFE!!!!
haha...that's dedicated to u my fiend....haha...aka AH and SSLOW....
These few days have really been slack...nothing for me to do, so i'll hang around at home. and sleep till donkey hours then wake up. A time to rest i guess. Wow...a yr really makes the difference....a past yr's event can differ so much from another! but of cos, the yr gets better and more challenging. I guess there were several challenges for me this yr.
One of it i had to learn to let go and trust God. It wasn't easy but I managed to pass the yr thru it....i believe it's an accomplishment.
Another challenge was to walk alone. Now that thought alone could make any person shudder? haha...it is really quite intimidating to walk alone..not a joke. But all of us, in some point in our lives, have to walk alone. So why not learn to? There's a lifetime to lead! daring to walk alone makes u a stronger person, emotionally.
One challenge is also to live without my dad. Hasn't been easy. Come to think of it, he has been away for a yr. Time flies ....and managing the household became a women dominated thing in our family. but somehow the women in our family has always been independent. Rite Maisie, Cindy? in fact, all of the females in the family are working, females my age and younger! supporting the family! Girls's power ya! and of cos, when the earthly daddy is not around, i still have my Heavenly Daddy. He's the one who gave me my earthly daddy. and God lets me knows that even without my dad, if i have God, i will be able to get by. God is more than enough for me.
and one challenge is also in terms of financial...but i have seen it and believe that God will provide. and i really was pleasantly surprised when i heard Joyce's testimony! God is just so amazing. He will bless not only what u need, but what u ask! that's amazing..... and it is a sign of his love for us...his goodness to us! Praise God! and bcos of that sharing, and many in my life, i know i have nothing to fear I know God will provide for me. Some think God will love them more if they are more spiritual or holy than others....so they try to outdo others in tithings, serving etc. But no, God treats EVERYONE equally. and also, it is not about how good we are that God blesses us, but it is about how GOOD GOD is to us! God blesses us the same. His blessings to us reveals his good and loving nature. And we cant earn that, no matter how much we try to do! and what regardless of what u have done or have not done, can never change this nature of his! So trust Him, to provide for u. For if he clothe the lilies, HOW MUCH MORE, will he clothe you, his beloved child?
and perhaps a significant challenge nearing the year of this yr is being assigned to be a DGL
during the YouthCamp. I was really apprehensive about the task...with my mediocre bible knowledge. But surprisingly, i think i breezed thru it. Not by might, not by power, but by the spirit of God. and yes, i know i can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me.
i believe we should always take up challenges which will enable us to grow into a better person,
and stronger individual. and see challenges as opportunities for growth. =)
all the best to all of u in the coming yr!
