I can't let myself wallow in self-pity anymore. I told myself. I can't keep on living like this. Anticipating, hoping, waiting for some miracle to happen. In the "social work" assessment of my case, i can see a pattern forming. It is tiring, disappointing abd disillusioning. I just didn't think i would want to go on living like that. It would only deprive me of a satisfying and abundant life that my Saviour has in plan for me to live. Yes, being loved can really lift one's spirits, it really made my day, but i wondered whether i should be dwelling in that kinda shadow of love. I should be living, not dreaming rite? At times, i really wished we have made a clearer stand as to where our relationship stands, but then maybe it is my mindset that needs to be changed. Things wont change, people can.
ps: I hope this inspires some. sure, moving on or letting go is never easy. But it isn't worth holding on to something or someone who is not there anymore.
Serene, 25, Christian
a sinner saved by God's grace.
a beloved child of God.
a social worker (youth).
a daughter.
a sister to 2 younger siblings.
Your Love
"This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins." -1 John 4:10
Loves n Adores
*God; the Father, Son Jesus and Holy Spirit
*Family; Tan
*Church; Grace Assembly of God
*My close friends
*My cell group; AHH (After His Heart)
*Youths
*Missions
*Children
*Good food, Chocolates and Ice-cream!
