haven been blogging for quite awhile that i dunno how to start, feels so unfamiliar to something which used to be so familiar. so many things happened during this period of online absence that i dunno how to put them into words. maybe words cant describe them too. not well enough. humph. i guess i've changed, in one way or another, perhaps for better. dunno why i suddenly feel the urgency to serve God and study His word while i lost the urgency to do or pursue the things i once relentlessly desired.
God's changing me..
so now i'm caught at a crossroad once again.. i can understand if u say that i'm a conflicted person cos i think i am too.. dont wish to be that way too but i still have to make the choice.
i just hope that my decision will be something i'd have the courage to face up to. a decision that leaves no regret. a decision that makes me answerable to God.
:)
