i dunno what to say.. afterall, i havent had internet access for the past few days. It was so inconvenient. Though not new to such glitches (they happen every now and then!), i'm amazed at how dependent i am on this technology. I used to think that my sis's the one who will die without internet connection, looks like now i'm the one who CANT LIVE without it!
ha. so much so that i actually msg Johan to see if he's in school in order to use his laptop. Talk about desparately desperate!
hmmm.. i guess i NEED to blog. been too dependent on bloggie blogger... not good at all.
kinda hate this period of the yr, exams are so sickening. Practically no freedom and passive absorption. How i wish the notes would speak to me!!!
gee... guess the only motivation for me now is CHRISTMAS!!! though it comes every yr, each yr is never the same! It's so FUN and COOL!
plus dec holi might be my busiest to date.. even more so than gab.. gosh. Let's see, i have youth camp, swaps camp, choir practices and performances and work at black angus or probably, JL. And finding time for rollerblading, catching BRide and Prejudice, planning jan's trip to genting(maybe)...
agree with Esther ya... exam time is the time when the last thing i wanna do is study. Mind wanders and actions deviate to any other things other than studying. While studying with Jess, talk a lot about r/s. thinking back, quite senseless talk. Senseless in the sense that
whatever said doesn't change whatever had happened. but at the very least, talking it out deepens the conviction to wanna move on.
quite humbled by what Jess said in her blog about what i told her. I only remember vaguely what i said though, din expect it to have such an impact on her. but i'm glad.. perhaps cos we're in similar boats that i'm able to empathatise with her and vice versa. Just this alone, we have so much to talk about!!!
then in school, Xun Yu suddenly told me she wanted to pray for me. That was one day before my paper. I was quite taken aback, dunno why she suddenly have this thought. She said that she felt that i was very stressed up. Although i dont think i was, maybe was my haggard face, i still wanna say THANK YOU. cos i know God must have given u a burden to pray for me. sooo glad..
sidetrack: THANK YOU, Johan, on the behalf of all NUS students. Thought that was quite a thorough prayer. yep, the prayer definitely includes u! god bless!
