When will you stop thinking of a person, but start thinking of God?
Got that from Esther's blog and of all the verses that she listed, that particular one spoke to me. So clear that i keep looking at it. It applies to me!!!
oh...
I rem the period shortly after i accepted Christ. I experienced so much of God's love, mercy, greatness and power to a point where i wasn't short of testimonies to give. and i felt blessed sharing them. esp to Esther, Joyce, Su Yin and cell. And that was the time where i know God's real.
and time flies...
now, i .. ..
seems to experience God less and less. i dont feel the same excitment and enthusiasm anymore. doesnt feel the same anymore.. i think God's loosening the reins on me, to test my faith, to mould me, to shape me. It can be trying at times where i dont even feel Him but i know he's there watching. He will not give me any temptations i cannot overcome. yes..
Today svc reminded me of something i have yet to do. Forgiveness. Funni. As we were worshipping, i sorta feel that i cant worship wholeheartedly and as i knelt down, " forgive, just as your Father in heaven forgave you.." came to me.
so i asked God to deal with me.. to help me..
Then the sermon talked abt the exact verses.. apt.
Then Pastor Ron touched on "praying with a forgiving heart." again so apt.
Then the altar call for pple who have not forgive that someone in their lives. man.. so apt.
Looks like God's really dealing with me now!
(",) guess i'll have to start thinking of God more often!
